Tag: Red Dagger

I’ve written hundreds of obituaries over the years, most of them at The Southeast Missourian when I was fresh out of high school. I can’t improve on this note from Shari’s niece, Tara Cissell Marvin:

Sage advice from Editor John Blue

As the “kid” in the newsroom, I got a lot of the routine assignments, particularly obits. In the days before the internet, email and even fax machines, almost all obits were taken over the phone. If someone held up the phone, grinned, and hollered, “It’s for you,” it had to be a call from our Charleston stringer. She was old enough to have been there for the signing of the Declaration of Independence, was deaf as a stump, and had badly-fitting false teeth that made her dictation full of clicks and garbles.

Editor John Blue must have noticed my frustration, so he called me aside and said, “The obituary is one of the most important stories you’ll ever write. It’s likely to be the last time the person’s name is in print. Every word will be analyzed and scrutinized by those who knew him or or for their entire life. It’s going to be mailed to friends and relatives all over the world, and it’ll be pressed  between the pages of family Bibles.”

Unspoken was, “Don’t blow it off, and don’t screw it up.”

Mr. Blue also made it a point of emphasizing that our job was to report the news, not be a part of it. I’m going to bend his rule a bit to share some of my memories of the classmate who was my first girlfriend, first kiss and first disastrous (to me, at least) breakup.

A little history

Sharon Lee Stiver was born April 4, 1948, in San Diego, Ca., the daughter of Capt. and Mrs. Charles Ellwood Stiver. Mr. Stiver was a navy aviator. Shari attended schools in Cape Girardeau, graduating 4th in the Central High School Class of 1965. She received her undergraduate degree from the University of Michigan, and her PhD from Washington University in St. Louis.

Shari was a child psychologist for 13 years working in the juvenile justice and substance abuse areas. After that, she became a contractor specializing in building restoration. (More about that later).

Shari and Dad tried to save me from Algebra

One smart cookie

Detailed answer and precise handwriting

I’m not exactly sure what she was hoping to discover, but I like her summary: (“The answer is not completely exact. It’s about as far off as the inaccuracy in measuring the radius (the cow’s mouth will be more than 75′ from the building even if his neck isn’t!”)

The only nit I will pick is her reference to “his neck.” We had a pasture behind the house where the Hale cows grazed. Cows were females, and bulls were males, so she appears to have made a gender error in her qualifier.

She scored lots of ink

Here’s a gallery of some of the news stories that were in the scrapbook. Most came from The Southeast Missourian or the Tiger, the high school paper.

Click on any image to make it larger, then use the arrow keys to scroll through the gallery.

It ain’t gonna happen

When I asked Shari’s friends and relatives to help me understand who she was, I paraphrased Winston Churchill’s description of Russia, “a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside an enigma.”

Several said, “You should have known her better than anyone. You go back so far.”

I explained that we were in a common orbit of debate and classes our freshman year, but only dated from our freshman summer to New Year’s Eve of that year, then didn’t speak until Jim Stone and I reconnected with her in 2010.

We DID have one strange date after our breakup. I asked if she’d like to ride out to Old McKendree Chapel on a rented bicycle built for two for a picnic. How I came up with that idea, I don’t know. I had logged lots of bike miles on my hilly paper route, but I don’t recall her ever mention two-wheel experience.

 I don’t remember any details of our ride. I know it had to have involved hills and several stretches of gravel road.

We made it to the chapel grounds successfully and spread out our picnic lunch. We hadn’t been there long when the church caretaker ambled up and said, disapprovingly,  “This is sacred church ground, any public display of affections would be inappropriate.”

Shari looked me in the eye, then turned to the caretaker and said, deliberately, “Don’t worry, that ain’t gonna happen.” 

That brings to mind a special edition The Palm Beach Post did on Cuban and Haitian refugees: “Crests of Hope, Troughs of Despair.”

Shari and drama

Shari was active in Central’s Red Dagger and Silver Spear. Here is a gallery of her in Our Hearts were Young and Gay. You can see the whole cast in this blog post.

Memories from Mary Jo Stiver

Mary Jo was Shari’s brother Skip’s ex, and Charles E. Stiver III (Woody) was her nephew. This photo was taken at Woody’s high school graduation.

Mary Jo: It’s occurred to me that in the 35 years I’ve known her, I only spent little snippets of time with her over holidays and short visits. I tried to entice her on some travels with me, but she was mostly a “homebody” person.

When I would go to visit her at her home, she would make me a tea and, of course, she would always have her Starbucks handy — her favorite! We would tour around her home to see her latest renovations and acquisitions – and visit with her children, the kitty cats. And of course, she would regale me with stories of her and Skip’s childhood — and lots of STIVER family history.

My dear sister-in-law will be sorely missed. To my children, and all her nieces and nephews, she was “Tanta” – the “fun” aunt!  She was fiercely independent, kooky at times – and always interesting, controversial or not. One of the most intelligent women I ever met. As you know, she loved gardening and antiques, thanks to her beloved grandmother, Meme (pronounced Mimi.) – and her aunts, Ouida and Great-grandmother Bookie. I loved all the stories!

I wasn’t around for her years as a psychologist – however, I saw the beautiful work she did as a historic renovation specialist. That was her passion.

She and I loved each other from the first time we met – Did you know we shared the same birthday? That made us feel like real sisters! We always called each other, “sis.” I wish we lived closer to have had more time together. I’ll miss her terribly!

Barb Goza Chemers

I met Shari in high school, as a new member of Jobs Daughters when she was the Honored Queen. She had risen to the top of that organization as she did with so many of the organizations she joined. Her energy, intellect, creativity, practical problem-solving, and straight-forward communication were of use in all her endeavors – from school to psychological treatment of troubled adolescents to reconstruction of troubled houses.

These propensities also made Shari a stand-out friend for me. She introduced me to ways of thinking and organizing that I hadn’t before seen in operation. Her powers of observation, memory for what she observed, and willingness to share her observations facilitated my developing adulthood. As adults, we’d go for long periods of time without seeing each other, and upon reconnection, simply pick up the thread of the conversation. So now, although I miss Shari’s presence on this earth, I am still able to have lively conversations with her in my mind. And I am able to see many of Shari’s faces.

• The Jobs Daughters Honored Queen beatifically glowing as young women marched in white satin Greek goddess robes
• The high school senior mischievously smiling as we surreptitiously skinny dipped in a Cape Girardeau pool at dawn

[Editor’s note: despite many accounts of teenage skinny dipping recorded on my blog, I was never invited to dip my skinny with any of the miscreants.]

• The graduate student chewing her pencil while puzzling where to place the next index card on the wall of cards organizing concepts of her dissertation
• The frustrated pout of the patient, so distressed that treatment for her cancer had so many negative side effects
• The satisfied grin of the gardener, proudly standing among her crops

All these faces, and more. Shari graced us with much to learn from and much to remember.

Ronna Orentas

When Shari was in the hospital, I asked who she would like contacted. She said, “hairdresser.” I don’t have a photo of Ronna, but I found a clipping from a magazine that was probably a hairdo Shari wanted to copy.

Ronna: I remember her when we met at the Lindell Club, always in painters’ white pants. Had no clue she was a Dr hahaha. Spent many hours talking and getting to know each other over the almost 40 yrs of sobriety. She was independent, stubborn, extremely intelligent and talented and I loved her for who she was!!! We got sober together and grew old together and I’ll miss her!!!!

Jim Stone

Jim: She was a unique personality indeed. Although we reconnected a bit recently, most memories are from high school days. Shari was a very smart player in our lives and those of many others over the years. She left her mark wherever she was and on whatever she did. I already miss her.

Here’s an account of our eventual reunion in 2010.

Linda Goldstein

I bought tickets for a James McMurtry concert in St. Louis. I invited Brother Mark and Robin, Shari and Mother to come along. Mother bailed, so Shari asked if she could sub in BFF Linda. Here’s Linda when we went out for a bite to eat.

Linda had been Shari’s roommate in college, business partner and was named the executor of her estate.

Linda: Her grandmother instilled in her a reverence for family,  and, consequently, it’s about the family not not necessarily the individuals. It’s the concept of family.

When I stopped seeing her, I missed her a lot. We did all that estate selling, we did projects –  she was my “I’m working on this and I can’t make it work call.”

She was that DIY person, and I still miss it.

Well, it’s going to take a long time to unravel who she was. or whether we’ll ever be able to. And she was somebody different for each of us. Yeah. You know, she was somebody different at different times of my life for me. You know?

My mother adored Shari. Well, I don’t know if she adored her. But Shari was very kind to her. Shari would take Weezer (her cat) to the nursing home. And Weezer would sit on my mother’s lap, and Shari would push her around in her wheelchair. And everybody in the place was just like, “Oh.”

Sally Wright Owen

Jim Stone, Shari and Sally Wright covered Barry Goldwater in Cairo in 1964.

‘We had our own press passes and sat in the very front of the press box, and they even fed us,’ said Sally Wright, 12B.

“‘And we saw every detail,’ added Shari Stiver, 12B.”

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Thawing out in Florida

When the frost was on the pumpkins back in the Midwest, Shari was eager to visit Wife Lila in Florida so she could thaw out, swim,  go to the beach,  play with flowers and see the sights.

She’d fly down, then I’d give her a ride back to Missouri.

Here’s a gallery of her frolics.

De facto Niece Catlin

Shari’s laptop was a treasure trove of photos of Catlin McCann, many of which were of a young woman she describes in legal documents as her “emotional/de facto niece.” I met her when she came to St. Louis a few weeks ago. I can understand why Shari loved her so much – she was smart, funny, and had strong emotional attachments to her de facto aunt.

I told her that Shari’s laptop tracked her through her pre-teen, braces and acne years, though high school and college and points in between.

Here are some highlights of what she recalled.

Caitlin: I’ve known Shari since I would have been five or six. It’s been a long time. You know, she bought me my first tool set, the first of which was non-operable.

It was for kids, but because Mom and Shari were doing repairs around the house and I wanted to help, she got me a fake tool set so that I could help, but not actually mess anything.

Costumes

She made me Halloween costumes for several years. There’s a bunch of pictures of those which I remember thinking was great fun. I remember laying. on the floor and the draft paper and her just urging me to sit still if I really wanted this to work.

One Halloween I got it into my head that I wanted – for whatever reason-  to be a hot pink angel. I don’t know what I thought I meant by that,  but it was very pink, and Shari said, “Okay,  kiddo,” and made the dress and the wings and the whole thing.

[Caitlin wasn’t the only one she made costumes for. Here are some examples.]

Shari made dorm room look like adults lived there

When I went off to college she had me measure my first dorm room, and then she sent me an AutoCAD floor plan. 

She spray painted cement blocks and two by fours, and made like a little entertainment system. My roommate and I lived there all four four years and  just loved her. I’m telling you our our apartment is the only one that looked like adults lived in it. Everybody else was chaos. We made a home and it was because Shari organized everything.

Birthdays aren’t real

When I was really young, she told me,  “You know, that my birthdays weren’t real, and that they didn’t all need to be celebrated, so please stop asking what her birthday was and what age she was, so I remember figuring it out once and actually like calling her and doing something nice for her her 60th, and she told me, ‘ I love you, don’t ever do this again.'”

Cornerstone of my life

She’s just been basically a cornerstone of my life. She was my safe space for whatever I was going on with in the world or figuring stuff out and she she was always really good about telling me that that was normal and it didn’t make me weird to be going through whatever I was going through at the time.

I’m gonna miss the random text messages and the care packages because she was one of the first people in my life who made it really clear that it was okay that we were in constant contact. 

For a long time I didn’t know that was normal,  that that was okay and she made that not just okay, but healthy, because I never doubted that she cared and I don’t think she ever doubted that I cared.

She had she had opinions and I didn’t always agree with her opinions, but I think we had a a good system of just letting each other air those opinions and if we didn’t agree that was fine  She was very patient with me,

She let me yammer on about boys when I was a teenager. She didn’t like most of them,  and she was right in the long run. But she let me talk it all out

You need to collect something

She sat me down when I was about 8 or 9 years old and she said, “Look,  kid, you’re getting real hard to shop for. I need you to pick something to collect so that I can know where I’m going with you.”

Initially, we tried cats and that didn’t quite stick in the same way it did with hers. We ended up with rubber ducks, which is why there are two rubber ducks in the bathroom.

Katie Bug and Greasshopper

She approved of my husband. She loved him. She really did. 

I was really nervous to introduce them because I thought, “Oh, God, if Shari doesn’t like him, I’m f’ked. Kiss of death. Yeah. Well, and because her opinion meant so much to me,  but no, she really took to him.”

When I was a little one, she called me Katie Bug, and so she has given me a lot of things with little ladybugs over the years

I knew he had arrived,  because she texted me after we’d had lunch and grilled him. She texted me after and said, “I think I like him. I think you can keep him. I’m going to call him Grasshopper.”

And so,  anytime she would call or check in with me, it was, “How are you and Grasshopper?” I mean,  it was just… I love it. And I just, I know, I always loved it. I just thought,  what better stamp of approval from her?

David Hoyt Servis – Sharon Lee Stiver

Shari’s scrapbook held a number of surprises, including The Missourian account of her wedding to David Hoyt Servis in 1969. 

LaFern, Shari’s mother, offered this account of the wedding. I offer it up only because it becomes germane with some other things found in the scrapbook.

LaFern: The day before the wedding  we were in the laundry room. Her bridesmaids were already here, and I was doing laundry, and she was sitting there by the washing machine. I was getting the clothes out of the dryer. And she casually made the remark, “You know, I don’t think I would be getting married if I weren’t. afraid to be alone.”

And I said, “What?”

And she says,  “No kidding, mom, I don’t think I would be getting married if I wasn’t scared to death to be alone.”

Records show that Shari and David married on June 10, 1969 and divorced June 26, 1971.

Afraid of being alone

I wouldn’t have included this account had I not run into some poems Shari wrote that echoed that fear of being alone.

 

Rodger (Rick) Meinz

This photo of John Mueller, Rick Meinz and me dressed up for a Trinity Lutheran Church pageant of some kind demonstrates that it doesn’t take six degrees of separation to link up people in Cape Girardeau. 

All three of us dated Shari, and Rick ended up marrying her.

Rick (I’ll call him that because that’s how I remember him from high school) days, had some interesting perspectives on our mutual girlfriend. He was drafted and  joined the navy ” to avoid jungle duty in Vietnam,” but chafed at military life. He left with an honorable discharge,  but both he and the navy were happy to see each other go.

I’d like to get married

Rick: Shari said, “You’re getting out of the navy, so why don’t you come stay with me?”

Four or so months later, she said, “I’d like to get married.”

“Whoa! You REALLY want to get married? WHY do you want to get married?”

“Well, for the experience of it. I’m in women’s studies, and I want the experience of it. And, I want to get my name back.”

So, they went before a liberal judge in Houston who was willing to let Sharon go back to Stiver,  and, at the same time, change her middle name from Lee to Brooks,  in honor of the Brooks side of her family.

Records show that Rick and Shari were married May 3, 1972 and split in June 26, 1974, although he said they had been separated long before that.

The Brooks -Shari connection

I knew a little about Major James Francis Brooks from when he was told by Louis Houck to “advance” down to where he could buy property for $10 per acre instead of $35 for a railroad depot. That “advance” was how Mother’s hometown – Advance – got its name.

Where did the first call terminate?

We were walking around on Main Street when she said she’d like to take a look at a plaque on the building at the corner of Main and Themis.

The Rotary Club plaque read, “Telephone Service. In 1877 the first long distance telephone line in Missouri was completed December 18, 1877, between Cape Girardeau and Jackson. In 1896 here in a 10′ x 12′ second floor room the city’s first telephone exchange was established by A.R. Ponder, L.J. Albert, J.F. Brooks and M.A. Dennison doing business as the Cape Girardeau Telephone Company.”

It rang in my great-grandfather’s kitchen 

“The call may have originated in Cape,” she said, “but do you have any idea where it terminated in Jackson?”

Somehow or another, knowing Shari, I was pretty sure I was going to find out.

“The first call rang in my great-grandfather’s kitchen,” she elaborated. “He was the J.F. Brooks mentioned on the plaque. He was the engineer who laid out the railroad for Louis Houck. Houck wanted to be able to get hold of him, so he had him pull a phone line between Cape and Jackson.”

Shari added that her great-grandmother, “Bookie” (Florence Adele Turnbaugh Brooks) played telephone operator after the initial excitement of the first couple of calls died down. Maj. Brooks got his engineering degree at Vineyard College in Kansas City after he rode his spotted pony west with a wagon train to get there.

The Turnbaughs were Southerners who owned slaves, which Shari suspects caused some heated discussions over a bottle of whiskey on the front porch of the Turnbaugh house in Jackson.

Looking for Turnbaugh grave markers

Shari wanted to find her Turnbaugh relatives while I was looking for other grave markers in the Jackson Cemetery.

Gladys (Mimi) Stiver

Shari and I probably spent as much time at her grandmother’s house at 406 Louisiana as anywhere. Since I was only 15 and didn’t have a driver’s license, my dad or her dad had to chauffeur us to and from date locations. We sat a respectable distance apart on those jaunts.

Mimi, as Shari called her, gave us some safe space on her back porch. She recognized that I was essentially harmless / clueless, so she would leave us alone and make sure clomped loudly if she was going to invade our spot.

I remember the white cats

I was always fascinated by two white china cats hanging from the shutters around the front door. When I visited the house years later, I was disappointed that the cats had vanished.

I was pleased to see that at least one of them had followed Shari to her back yard in Webster Groves.

I admired and respected Mrs. Stiver

She was a mover and shaker in the local Republican party, and I was a young Barry Goldwater aficionado, so we had some mutual interests. What impressed me was that, despite my age, she was never dismissive or condescending She was one of the first adults who didn’t treat me like a kid. 

LaFern: Shari  more or less worshipped her grandmother.  Oh, yes, oh yes, she did, yeah. Because to Mimi, Shari never did anything wrong. She didn’t. She idolized that child. She really did. She just adored her. And it wasn’t false in any manner of means. It was just Mimi. Mimi had the ability to love and to love greatly. And Shari just soaked it in. She loved it very much.

I don’t know, I don’t know what her beginnings were like but I know that she really, really appreciated her grandmother’s love. 

Gladys Stiver on Primary Election night

Gary Rust, at the end of the table, recruited me to work at The Jackson Pioneer before he became a newspaper publishing magnate. Mrs. Stiver is on the left as the election results started coming into the courthouse.

Here’s what election night was like in the days before computers and the internet.

Shari will be united with her grandmother

Shari’s ashes will share her grandmother’s plot in the New Lorimier Cemetery’s Section 1, Lot 23, Grave 5., next to her dad’s grave.

Mom – LaFern Stiver

The best thing about reconnecting with Shari was meeting her mother, LaFern (who is also know as Mick to a lot of her friends).

As of this writing, LaFern is 96, sharp as a tack, and an endless source of stories about growing up in Oriole and teaching in one-room schools.

I go over to her house a couple times a week to drop off leftovers, attack computer problems and to fill the Mother void after my own died.

After LaFern and Shari’s dad got married, Shari handed her new mother a pearl ring and said, “Mom, I want you to have this.”

“I intended to pass it on to her after I died.”

She called me “mom” right away, and Skip did, too. I mean, their acceptance of me was just fantastic. It really was. It was almost like they were relieved I was in the family. And I thought it was so kind of Shari when she asked me to be her mother. I thought that was one of the greatest honors I’ve ever received in my life and. We had an adoption party, so she’s my daughter, she’s not my stepdaughter.

How she got into construction

[Editor’s note: this was Shari’s floor plan for a remodel of my kitchen. It, alas, has not yet been done.]

LaFern: The first time we visited her new home in St. Louis, she warned, “Watch out for the hole in the floor.” . Right there, I mean a hole, a gaping hole. And if you stepped in it, you went down to the basement. And then we went into the bedroom, and I’m not lying, you could look up and see the rafters. There was no ceiling in that room. And I said, “Shari, does it ever rain in? And she says, well not here, but right over there it does. And I thought, for crying out loud. And so that’s how she became a contractor. 

As Shari put it, “After paying contractors $10,000 to repair the house and $25,000 to repair their damage,” she decided to oversee the job herself.

Soon, friends were asking if she’d take on their projects. It didn’t take long for her to decided to switch careers to somewhere she had a chance of  actually fixing what was broken. She became a general contractor specializing in design-build rehab in St. Louis’ historic districts.

I remember her saying that she loved putting up walls a lot more than working in the court system because the walls would stay. And she said, with people, they say they’re going to, but they don’t. They just don’t change, and that was frustrating for her because when she got done with something, she wanted it done

Gallery of a mostly smiling LaFern

Shari on the road

I traveled all over the Southeast with a group of women I called my Road Warriorettes. Most of them were fellow newspaper people, bike partners or a museum curator. The one thing we all had in common was the rule that anyone in the car could holler, “STOP! Turn around” if something interesting was spotted.

When I hauled her ashes from St. Louis to Cape, I commented, “This will be the first trip where I won’t have to say, “Get your bleeping feet off the dash if you don’t want to wear your shinbones around your ears if the airbags deploy.”

A real friend

I had been trying for years to get into the old Broadway theater. When I finally got permission, I realized that it would be REALLY helpful if I had someone along to help me light the place.

I called Shari in St. Louis. She tried to beg off, saying she had a cold. I did a pitiful lip quiver that must have transmitted over the phone, so she came down and bailed me out.

Random Shari photos

When Shari was in the hospital, I brought fruit and veggie platters in for the staff. I attached this so they could see a vital Shari instead of someone with all kinds of leads and lines hanging off her.

Shari hated to be photographed, and she insisted on final photo approval (which I usually didn’t seek). Here’s a gallery of photos over the years.

A plethora of blog posts mentioning Shari

• Shari tackles Palm Beach
• I trusted her with scissors
• A visit to Selma made my blood run cold
• Shari in my basement office
• War memorials in Gadsden County FL
• Helpful Hotel Haley demonstrates ice bucket condom
• Citrus Inn Restaurant
• High school debaters not worth 20 cents
• Chasing the sun
• Hotel Jacaranda
• Ave Maria Grotto
• Shari meets Elvis in Dothan
• Ashtrays in non-smoking rooms
• Picking motel rooms
• Jackson band concert
• Jumping off Old Appleton bridge
• Alan and Lisa Always
• James McMurtry concert
• Jackson Courthouse clock
• Common Pleas from dome to dungeon
• Civil War soldier
• 101 North Main Street
• How to shoot a barn
• High Hill Church and cemetery
• Unofficial class reunions
• A fortress penetrated
• Shari wasn’t fond of flood waters
• Capaha Park Rose Garden
• Civil War hospital
• Barry Goldwater campaigns in Cairo
• Stiver, Stone and Steinhoff reconnect
• Rialto Theater roof collapses

Some last thoughts

You’d think that after nearly 6,000 words, I might have a clearer picture of Shari, but I’ve mostly ended with more questions than answers.

Almost every evening, I’d give her a call, mostly a health and welfare check, and, to be honest, I usually felt relief when I got her voice mail.

These lines from John Prines’s Hello in There rang true:

Dangling Conversation

Boy in the Rain